Tuesday, December 14, 2010

i should be happy but i'm not. i still don't know why but i've been in one giant bad mood for the last couple months and i'm tired of it. i'm also tired of pretending to be happy whenever i'm around someone. i think it's just everything right now. school, having no real friends in this stupid town of bryan, me being self critical like usual, my headaches which i've had for the past week like everyday, and most of all not getting to talk to fran much, i hate it but you pretty much control how happy i am. well i'm going to take some more medicine and get today over with. basketball game at 9. exams. same stuff. yep

3 comments:

  1. it feels bad that i'm not happy, i mean i should be. it's not like my lifes terrible

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  2. it's because im not here to give you a hug. :(

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