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i almost have all my drive time in!!!!! :D it's almost new years! my birthday is coming up! and i had a good christmas :) i'm goin to noah's tuesday night-thursday evening. i hope fran had a wonderful time in Omaha!!! i hope she gets back so i can talk to here though :/ oh Fran i got some stories for ya :D you need to start posting stuff more often! i like your posts. well :) i love you

UGHHH

get her out of my house!! GET HER OUT NOWW!!! my sisters super annoying friend is over. she came uninvited. my sister does not even like her. but she's over here messing with everything!!! and laughing obnoxiously and ugh just kill me now, do it. PLEASE!!!!! :( no wonder her mom wants her out of the house!! she probably could not deal with her anymore so she sent her over here. EWWW she just waved. someone check me for diseases. i know i'm mean. but she has annoyed me for 3 years straight. i'm gonna keep putting stuff on here so i look like i'm busy so she don't bother me. Fran can you please kick her out? i'm suere after 10 seconds of her you'll probably want to kill her as well. Som if madi is unavailable to kick her out can you? much appreciated. so i'm gonna stop talkin bout her for a lil bit. ummmm i might be having my family christmas tonight :) that's a positive. ummm i have an excuse to grow a beard :) umm i also can't wait for SLAM again. madi and som...you two should attend a service sometime :) if ur lucky you can here me preach...orr i might do a skit or somethin :) well i'm gonna get off now so i can walk around outside. i'm getting a headache already from her!!!!!

i felt the need to add this post after today...so at youth group. ummm there was a girl from germany!! she barely knew english :) now i put a smiley face cause you know how much fun i could have with her not knowing english. but i'm gonna try to be nice and not use it to my comedic benefit. that is all

wellll i still can't find madi's shoes :( anyway...i have exams. then right after school i have to drive with an instructer, then by the time i get back i have to go to youth group, then i won't get back till like 9:30. so my day is full. and i'm starving!!!

i should be happy but i'm not. i still don't know why but i've been in one giant bad mood for the last couple months and i'm tired of it. i'm also tired of pretending to be happy whenever i'm around someone. i think it's just everything right now. school, having no real friends in this stupid town of bryan, me being self critical like usual, my headaches which i've had for the past week like everyday, and most of all not getting to talk to fran much, i hate it but you pretty much control how happy i am. well i'm going to take some more medicine and get today over with. basketball game at 9. exams. same stuff. yep

school is closed today!! woot woot. anyway SLAM was alright. the band rocked.haha they did SAdie HAwkins Dance!! and my talk thing was alright. could have been better though. hope ur having a wonderful time Fran and Sommie!!!!!!

soo game tonight! time to tear it up. i'm gonna be straight up baller even though i'm white. i really hope Fran can come to camp this year in ohio!!! it will fell soo..right. i think it would make things feel a lil more normal :) . and sommie i hope you come as well!!! and fran be careful cause my hugs might squish you

wellll i'm super stressed out cause of SLAM, all the exams, and my career project. ugh why is everything all around the same weekend/week?

i'm pretty happy because we're supposed to get 6-12 inches of snow on sunday...at least that's what everybody is sayin. and due to a couple of surprises today i'm feelin kinda smart!! i literally didn't know much about the u.s. history or algebra 2 OGT. but i got advanced on both of them! which is the highest category you can get. but i really don't care bout it. all i care is that i got a free homework pass for both classes :D yay. please Fran or Sommie. tell me a good idea for this years fine arts!!! "compelled by love" is the theme

doug

so i changed my profile picture thing on here. i figured it would turn on doug or somethin. anyway i have just been assigned to run this saturday's SLAM service :) i have to get everything ready, put chairs and tables out, get the sound system boomin. and give the opening talk(sermon) i'm a lil nervous about it. i'm going to be talking about the importance of local churches working and fellowshiping together. to remember that even though we go to a certain denomination church that we are all included in "the church" that God describes in the Bible. mostly cause it feels like the churches in bryan don't know anybody from the other churches in bryan. we just need to fellowship more and maybe even help out with eachothers ministries such as the food pantry or the homeless shelter. anywho wish me luck!! :)

so i drew these on my wall in my room :) i am going to paint them later. and well i'm adding more also. these are just 2 of the 5 i have right now. it's gonna look kinda cool i think :) anywho it would be nice to know Fran's adress for future references :) i might need it

school

wow today was good at school finally!! funnies day ever haah. in social studies my teacher was like "back in the day women used to clean and cook and stayed in the house and all the stuff women should be doing, but now a days they're out of the house ruining everything" haha he's so sexist it's kinda funny. and then he was talking about how our generation uses bad language. and my friend chief says "my grandma gets all mad when her coupons expire and she's all like OH NO!! muh coopens!!" and she pronounces it coopens too ahah. anyway it was all good until algebra 2 and my brain got all confused. sooo now i have all day to myself and don't know what to do with it. i kinda want to lift again. idk. or i could go to canada and steal their bacon or something. don't worry Fran! you can come along on my mission. and we can split the bacon :o

SNOWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!

so ya as you can see by my title....it SNOWED today! only a lil but still :)lil snowflakes everywhere and what not. anyways...today i had to drive wit an instructer from 3:30-5:30 right after school. and he ended up getting me home at 6:20!! WOW and i need to leave to pick peeps up for church :p i was kinda mad. today was NOT the best. but the snow gave me a lil hope. sorry i do not have a drawing for this one cause well i'm having a bad streak for my pictures. and i did not have time. i can't wait for this weekend to finally come so i can start relaxing! i'm so stressed out cause of a bunch of big projects. but something funny did happen! yesterday i told my teacher that i went to a mall and i was like one of the only white people there!!!! and then my teacher says "was it black friday?" haha it was funny. and to be honest it was black friday!!! haah good times. but it's starting to get cold!!! :/ Fran(notice how i remembered to use ur fake name) i need you here to keep me warm!! and i feel so bad that ur not feelin good right now :/ and i forgot to do a thanksgiving thing!! so here it goes :) i am thankful for my family being not too weird this year. and all of the things i have gotten to enjoy this year as well. but most of all i'm thankful for you Fran. why? you may ask. well sit right down cause i'm gonna tell you.
1.) your my one true friend
2.) you've really showed me lots of things. one of those being how awesome worship can be if you get into it
3.) you brighten my day everyday
4.) your just so beautiful :)
5.) you make me feel like i'm worth something
6.) i can be myself with you
7.) well your just too amazing for me to explain
8.) you tell me how much u like my art
9.) you are amazing at singing/guitar and hearing you sing can just make me feel alot better and about makes my heart explode with joy. you really need to get a song on youtube to cheer me up on my down days.
10.) well i just love you