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i almost have all my drive time in!!!!! :D it's almost new years! my birthday is coming up! and i had a good christmas :) i'm goin to noah's tuesday night-thursday evening. i hope fran had a wonderful time in Omaha!!! i hope she gets back so i can talk to here though :/ oh Fran i got some stories for ya :D you need to start posting stuff more often! i like your posts. well :) i love you

UGHHH

get her out of my house!! GET HER OUT NOWW!!! my sisters super annoying friend is over. she came uninvited. my sister does not even like her. but she's over here messing with everything!!! and laughing obnoxiously and ugh just kill me now, do it. PLEASE!!!!! :( no wonder her mom wants her out of the house!! she probably could not deal with her anymore so she sent her over here. EWWW she just waved. someone check me for diseases. i know i'm mean. but she has annoyed me for 3 years straight. i'm gonna keep putting stuff on here so i look like i'm busy so she don't bother me. Fran can you please kick her out? i'm suere after 10 seconds of her you'll probably want to kill her as well. Som if madi is unavailable to kick her out can you? much appreciated. so i'm gonna stop talkin bout her for a lil bit. ummmm i might be having my family christmas tonight :) that's a positive. ummm i have an excuse to grow a beard :) umm i also can't wait for SLAM again. madi and som...you two should attend a service sometime :) if ur lucky you can here me preach...orr i might do a skit or somethin :) well i'm gonna get off now so i can walk around outside. i'm getting a headache already from her!!!!!

i felt the need to add this post after today...so at youth group. ummm there was a girl from germany!! she barely knew english :) now i put a smiley face cause you know how much fun i could have with her not knowing english. but i'm gonna try to be nice and not use it to my comedic benefit. that is all

wellll i still can't find madi's shoes :( anyway...i have exams. then right after school i have to drive with an instructer, then by the time i get back i have to go to youth group, then i won't get back till like 9:30. so my day is full. and i'm starving!!!

i should be happy but i'm not. i still don't know why but i've been in one giant bad mood for the last couple months and i'm tired of it. i'm also tired of pretending to be happy whenever i'm around someone. i think it's just everything right now. school, having no real friends in this stupid town of bryan, me being self critical like usual, my headaches which i've had for the past week like everyday, and most of all not getting to talk to fran much, i hate it but you pretty much control how happy i am. well i'm going to take some more medicine and get today over with. basketball game at 9. exams. same stuff. yep

school is closed today!! woot woot. anyway SLAM was alright. the band rocked.haha they did SAdie HAwkins Dance!! and my talk thing was alright. could have been better though. hope ur having a wonderful time Fran and Sommie!!!!!!